WHAT A YEAR 2020 HAS BEEN !

Hello my lovelies ! 

WOW ! I know, it has been a very long time since I have written anything on here and honestly speaking, I will not tell lies, CONSISTENCY was hard for me. With everything going on, everyone panicking, and me losing motivation really took a toll on me.

Just TODAY I thought to myself, hmm, I haven't blogged in a minute...how come? why not do that at least once a day when you don't feel like working. Maybe it will motivate you. So...I am friends.

I do not even know where to start really, because things have been a hot mess. Although I can't complain too much because, here I am, still alive and well. Blessed and highly favored by the All Mighty God in heaven, who constantly watched me and my family. I am thankful.

Things were still not easy guys. This pandemic stopped a lot of traffic for me during the, somewhat end, of the pandemic, although it will not end, but in the beginning it was a good thing for my small business, but it died down again, and I have been trying to figure out why. 

I realized that my motivation level went down with it, my faith was down, I would speak faith into it, but not do the work, and You all know that's not how it goes. You speak existence into it, put all the faith in the Lord, but you also back it up with hard work and grace. Yeah. I lacked in that part. 

So, lately I have been doing as much as I could to get myself back, because apart from the business slowing down, my personal life was difficult. Living in the nest with everyone has become super hard on my mental and peace, let's keep it all the way 100. This doesn't mean I do not love them less, but means that, eh, I am at an age, at a point where I feel change needs to be done, whatever that might be. So I have been praying to God to help me in that because, truth be told, I would be lost without Him. 

God has been my saver, my comforter and just my everything. He is my entire family, even though I have a physical family on earth, He is really someone who will listen to me without judgement. I know you know what I'm talking about.

Anyway, I won't write too much, I will save more for another blog, but this is what I really want to say:

God is ALWAYS THERE. ALWAYS AVAILABLE. ALWAYS WATCHING. ALWAYS LISTENING, AND ALWAYS PLANNING. Do not lose sight of Him. Even if you do, don't fret, He will pick you back up, turn you back around, and guide you once more, over, and over again. TRUST ME.

Verse for today: Philippians 4 VS 6-8 " Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything..." NLT

 

I love all of you.

Stay blessed, until next time 

 

Christelle Katanda.

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